July 2011: at the moment I'm wandering around my old world, due to just getting the the first impulse to draw that I've had in months. It predictably lead to nothing.
Anyhow...at times I do miss this website. But I guess I've moved on from such melancholy enough at least to move onto another road of my life. My friends here were superficial at best, and so was the art...I was really rather foolish and idiotic, eh? Such was my life as a younger teenager.
Thank you to anyone who was genuinely kind to me!
October 2011: I'm here, a lurker for a day again...this website distills a strange feeling into me now; looking at my supposedly old lifestyle that included regularly returning here, it feels although I'm peering through a magical glass spying glass, at another self. I'm not in admiration, but I'm not shameful either of my constant woe-filled life here that I used to frequent. But, I'm a little regretful...the supposedly friendships that I thought at the time I had were all but weak, cheaply elastic things. Well, I don't know...I don't recall what I was thinking, or if I was thinking at all. But one thing's for sure--I honestly miss some of you.